Not having a good day, so today I prayed “what is my ‘issue’?” – James 1:8 came to mind:
he is a double-minded man, unstable in all his ways.
…I realized something along the lines of: when doubting, meaning ‘being tossed’ and not walking (or acting) in faith but rather acting according to doubts and/or fears, during such behaviour you will not receive anything from The Lord.
Jesus, forgive me for being double minded – for wanting opposing things at the same time and oscillating between them; for not remaining 100% true to You. Lord, please help me to choose you, to have a “I am here to serve” attitude and to remain steadfast in my devotion to You, regardless of circumstance, mood or whatever curveballs life may throw at me.
I asked for His thoughts:
Let the lowly brother boast in his exaltation,
Thank You God for forgiving me. Thank You for showing mercy to us when we humble themselves. Thank You for who you are.